Today was one of those days when I just couldn't focus. I have been traveling a lot for work and really just need 2 weeks in the office so that I can feel on top of things. I just can't seem to function optimally so things that normally take me two seconds take longer.
I hate that. That isn't me.
The whole time I am at work I am thinking about crap I need to do for the divorce; separating bank accounts, getting new credit cards, talking to the lawyer..gee, I wonder why I can't focus at work.
Then when I get home I just think about work and can't seem to focus on the personal stuff.
Ugh. Vicious cycle.
I was so frustrated on my way home that I started crying. I hate not knowing where my life is going and I hate that I can't make plans to move forward because I can't do anything until my house sells.
But yet, I don't want my house to sell. It is my home.
I need a goal. I need something to focus on. Something to work towards.