Thursday, June 18, 2009

I Wish

I wish I could move on...

I wish I knew where my life was going to be in 5 years because everyone keeps saying "there are better things out there for you..." Really? How do you know?

I wish I knew what I did to deserve this pain...was it something in a past life? Karma?

I wish I knew that someone was going to hold me in the future and I would feel whole again.

I wish I knew what his family was thinking.

I wish I could have 5 minutes with her. To hear what she has to say. To know how she justifies sleeping with a married man.

No, I wish I had 5 minutes with her tell them who she really is.

I wish I could have one more day with my nephews. Tell them I love them again and again. So many times they couldn't possibly forget me.

I wish I had been enough. I wish I had been someone worth fighting for...

1 comment:

  1. Girl. Friend. I've often been told to shit in one hand and wish in the other and see which one fills up quicker. That's just a bit of tough love for ya.

    He's an asshole. Be thankful you didn't spend your WHOLE life living a lie. Cliche? Yes. But still a very good reason to be thankful.