I found out today the truth. Through FB, the site that makes the world that much smaller.
The truth about why MX is finally ready to take the house.
They are engaged.
He's engaged.
To her.
And I knew this day would come.
I thought I was prepared.
But it hurts.
And I cried.
I cried for the first time in a long time.
I'm not even sure where the tears came from.
But they are here.
don't worry - they won't last. soon enough, you'll be reading on facebook that they broke up.
ReplyDeleteOf course you would have some reaction to that; happy, sad, hurt, anger... something. You never know until it happens, what exactly that emotion or feeling will be. Just don't let it consume you and don't forget you are the incredible person you are regardless of what he does,(and he is obviously a dumbass).
ReplyDeleteOh, my love. I remember the exact moment I heard the same news. Let the tears flow. Wash it all away. "The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears." (John Vance Cheney)
ReplyDeleteI know I'm supposed to say something positive, uplifting, inspirational maybe? But, screw him. And her. Once a cheater always a cheater. My heart aches for you when I read your posts. Time can soften the blows, but the pain is still there. And it sucks. Just remember, HE is the fool, not you.....
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