Today the boy that my friends want to set me up with , who FB friended me last week, asked for my number and if he could call me and ask me on a date.
So being good friends they asked if I were fine with that.
And I said yes. And then I wanted to throw up. Why do I have this sudden urge to throw up all the time?
Why do I have so many questions?
How long will he wait to call?
What does that tell me about him?
I have plans to go home 6 out of the next 8 weekends, is he going to think I am blowing him off?
Is it dumb to go on a date with someone in a city I don't plan to stay in?
When he asks me out, do I let him pick me up? Or do I meet him there?
What if its horrible?
What if its great?
What do I wear?
Do I tell B about the date? We are just friends, so wouldn't I tell a friend? Or would I only be telling him and hoping for a reaction?
I think I like being single. Its less complicated. Or at least I like it when the date comes together naturally. This just seems so awkward.
But I know its good to get back on the horse. To get out there, outside my comfort zone and start something new.