Sunday, March 14, 2010


The truth is sometimes hard to handle.

Sometimes its hard to admit.

But this weekend I admitted it several times.

Not to anyone in particular. Just to my dogs, the cat, because well, they can't judge. Plus I feed them so even if they can judge, they just have to love me anyway.

So while 99.9% of the time I am fine with the prospect of being alone for the rest of my life there is still that .1% of the time that I am not.

Like when I wake up on a lazy weekend morning with no where I have to be at any particular time and there is no one there to share it with me.

When I am laying on the couch watching a movie...

When I have a bad day and there is no one there give me a hug.

Sometimes it just sucks (how is that for eloquence) and for the last week I have been in a woe is me funk.

I know where I want to be, I know what I want. Why can't I get there?

1 comment:

  1. You will get there. I know it doesn't seem like it now. BUt everything really does happen for a reason. And everything you have been thru, as crappy as it has been, is gonna end you up in the perfect spot.