Maintenance

I don't want children.

This was the crutch MX used as his rationale for starting an affair. Although we had agreed children were not in our future, he changed his mind.

But for me this hasn't changed.

As a single girl, whose not in a relationship the truth is...taking birth control everyday or weekly via a patch is depressing. Its a constant reminder that its not necessary.

So today I went in for the 3 year fix. And while its a little sore Implanon means I don't have to think about it for 3 years.

Fabulous.

But it could be affecting my brain a bit...today I actually looked at an application to be on the Bachelor.