I feel like things are falling into place yet I can't talk about them and that makes it seem like it isn't real.
Its an added stress that has me on edge.
I feel like I am so close.
I feel like its never going to happen.
It just doesn't feel real.
Its feels far away.
Like I have dreamt the reality that I can't have. But I will. Its getting closer.
I just want it to be here.
I want my future.