Four years ago I thought I married the man of my dreams.
Now I know that I didn't.
But instead of focusing today on what I lost, I am focusing on what I have found.
I have found my strength again. I know now that I won't ever be with someone who doesn't love all of me.
I have found someone who despite our distance texts me good night and good morning, wishes me a good day, sets his alarm to wish me luck on a meaningless 5k race, who memorizes my birthday without me ever telling it to him... Someone who calls to tell me that I am on his mind. That he can't wait to see me. Who makes me smile bigger and laugh harder than anyone ever has.
So today I acknowledge the loss of one life and am happily moving forward as I am StartingOver@28.
PS - dear judge, please don't delay the divorce any longer. please set the court date on monday. I just want it over. thanks.